well, dis yr is supposedly to b a gd year for e monkeys but i dun tink i'm doing v well.

its 2.18am n i'm waiting for my washing machine to finishing washing e clothes so tat i can hang dem. hw pathetic i can get. *sighs*

i tink i'm slipping into my depression mode. a mode where nothing seems to b rite. tats odd coz my menses is juz over. so its nt it pms where i usually feel tat way. i hate being in dis mode. coz it makes me hate my life. ok, nt everyting. other dan tings abt my family, e rest juz sucks.

my career path's its e worse it can b. oh god, i wish i can get sme directions. wat i shld do. i really hope it can juz solve itself smehw. i feel so lost. i really am. wat shld i do.

nxt my studies. *wails* i dun even feel like toking abt it so i dun need to tink abt it but there it is rite at e front of my mind. refusing to go away.

smeting for thot. was reading an article on straits times today. it says we shld get 8 hrs of slp a day. n hw it came abt its due to a union movement in e 1940s tat fought for e 24-hr day to b spilt equally between work, leisure n rest. odd ting is, at least in sg, work seems to occupy mre of e pie den rest or leisure. we oni catch up on leisure during wkends. i mean i was telling dar, if we slp fr 12am to 8am, we muz start work at 8am sharp n end at 4pm, den play between 4pm to 12am. but we need to travel fr one place to another, hw abt time used to bathe, brush teeth, change n blah blah blah. so we shld minimise it to 6 hrs for work, leisure n rest den another 6 hrs for traveling n all e misc stuffs like snoozing in bed before waking up. anyways, e focus of e article is abt 54% of e sgreans slping oni after midnite. oz turn in e earliest wif 24% of dem slping before 9pm or smeting followed by e nz.

ok, back to my d-mode. mayb its juz post-pms, i might feel better tmr. ok, got to go keep my ironing board first. juz iron dar's uniform. i tink e washing machine might b done any min nw. so i wld hang e clothes n juz go slp.